Warning, long post ahead. TLDR - former non-fat guy needs to lose weight!
Lately, I’ve had to take a searing inventory of the bad lifestyle habits that I’ve accrued over time. Junk food, alcohol (mostly big IPAs!), and a sedentary lifestyle have really caused me to pack on the pounds over the last several years. My wife and I have mutually decided that we need to clean up our diets and cut out alcohol. I bit the bullet and weighed myself this morning so I’d have a clear starting point for my journey. I checked in at a whopping 95.7 kg - my heaviest ever. I’ve been lurking this thread and decided to add my name to the spreadsheet and make this post for some much needed accountability.
For context, about 10 years ago I used to race (mostly crits and road, some marathon mountain biking events) at around 66 kgs. Law school, work, stress, and my mental health slowly eroded my interest in the bike and I only rode sporadically for several years from about 2014 through 2018. Over that time, I never regained the spark for riding and never managed to string together any meaningfully consistent training. When I’d ride, I could really only think about how far I’d fallen from race shape and how rides that I used to love were now a death march. My constant comparison to my former, fitter self didn’t allow me to appreciate any of the rides I mustered during this period.
I got a smart trainer and joined TR in Summer 2018 in the hope that I could squeeze in more riding before or after work to get back some semblance of fitness. I struggled with consistency, but the TR workouts got me fit enough to enjoy riding again. I could do the climbing-heavy rides I used to enjoy (at a much slower pace), and ride with friends without feeling like a complete out-of-shape slob. An out-of-state move and a new job kept me off the bike for big chunks of early 2019, but I’ve been riding fairly consistently at a low volume from Summer 2019 until now.
With a bit of fitness, some stability in my life and my wife’s newfound interest in cycling (she’s new to racing and already landed on the podium!) I’m now to the point where I’ve regained a bit of my old interest in cycling and want to get back into fighting shape for the 2021 season - that’s where this thread comes in. I intend to toe the line at several races next year, and don’t want to embarrass myself. I did a few practice crits and early season crits this year, but was nowhere near where I wanted to be from a fitness standpoint and could only muster pack finishes with no hope of animating a race.
I have no chance to recapture my glory days at this point, but at 5’10" I’d like to return to a healthy weight that may allow me to compete on flatter courses and allow me to have “fun” on huge days (I’m signed up for BWR, and would like not to die). I’ve chosen 82 kg as a goal - pretty much halfway between where I was 10 years ago and where I am now. It’s ambitious, but I’m committed to the journey and long-term, consistent process. I’ll try to post weekly to keep myself on track and offer support to others when I can.
Thanks for the space to have some accountability. Glad to be part of the journey.