Thank you for sharing your experiences.
I think we need to be careful with the common theme these days of saying that the opinion of someone observing from the outside is somehow not important when it comes to policy. I may not be a girl, but I will still make decisions for my female daughters until they are old enough to make their own. To be clear, this isn’t calling anyone a child, it simply means my concerns are not invalid because I am not trans.
I am focusing on the logical, facts driven, scientific side of this. Again, you do not have to be trans to focus on this aspect.
I personally don’t know what it is like to be in your situation. To hear you tell it, it isn’t fun, at least from the cycling perspective.
But if your overall quality of life is better, and you are happy, then I am happy for you. Truly.
You say that your specific numbers are broadly similar, I do not know if this is true or not. What I do see are the multiple situations where mid pack males now dominate as females after transitioning. I do not know at which point in their transition they are, none of that.
With your situation specifically, I do not know how old you are, but it is a fact that your T levels are only part of the story. Your growth as a man, your height, body composition, bone density, etc, all play a part in what makes you, you.
as a side note: Believe it or not (and I did not feel this way at all about your post!), most people aren’t asking these questions out of ill will. I think people just want things to be fair. What fair looks like is subjective, but to think that people questioning trans gender women competing against biological women probably has nothing to do with hate but wanting to preserve fairness.
This is another point. It illustrates something that nobody cares about this. There are reasons.