Same here, but I post my vids with the aspirational goal of having the lowest number of subscribers and views. 
Lol. I’ve been taking a critical look at my CX vids, and it’s helped in finding out where I’m getting gapped (not enuf pedaling thru turns and too much comfort braking) and double checking my line choice (not bad) with vids of faster racers. It’s just another video to watch on the trainer, especially when they have the same course the following year. One of these days I should write in the description about soliciting comments from viewers for constructive criticism…Once in a while when people ask at cocktail mixers, I show them a vid on the phone.
I actually prefer to watch the videos of faster racers. I utterly cannot watch my older cringe-fest videos where I am terribly slow like molasses.