The Barrier into a bike race is too big.
In my very humble (yet experienced) opinion, the barrier is the mind. You have to switch on and off at the same time. Focus on the things you can control and just let everything else be what it’ll be. You also have to be comfortable knowing that you might come last.
For context, do you honestly believe that any member of the L39ION team rolled up to their first race and won? Justin said in his TR interview that he raced multiple times a week to get to where he is now. I promise you that he got his ass handed to him weekly.
At some point(s) during your event, you are really going to be tested. Factors outside of your control will be dictating. This is where experience comes into play. Unfortunately you can’t have race experience without actually racing. As Amber has said numerous times, look for the positives. Yes, coming last seems like a waste of time and money but there are positives. It takes courage to pin a number on. I don’t care if it’s your first or your last race. By being there, you’re part of something. If people were too scared to get beaten, we wouldn’t have races. I tip my hat to every single rider who rolls up to the line.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Every single person on that start line has paid money to punch you in the face. Some of them will punch you more than once. Whilst I’ve never been in a race where people actually want a competitor to suffer injury, no one is there to be your friend. Unless of course, they are team mates and they are skilled and drilled. So you have to ask yourself, how many times can I get punched and keep moving forward?
Have confidence in your own ability and the work you’ve done. Yes, others will have done more hours, have higher FTPs and fancier bikes, you can’t control that. Instead, roll up with a clear picture of the hardest TR workout you’ve ever done in your mind. Fix it there. Tell yourself at if that f***er couldn’t beat you, at least half of this field can’t either! BELIEVE in yourself.
For the record, if you come last in any race I’m in, I’ll still shake your hand at the end. Without you, there are no races.
Sorry if this got a bit pep talk. I just remember my first race so vividly and how nervous I was. Once you’re past that it doesn’t get easier, it just gets to be a whole lot more fun and you can make great friends.