What if this is dependent on me racing? I’m being slightly facetious but training and racing makes me happy. Training and racing keeps me healthy. So me being off the bike has been terrible for my mental and physical health. And I’ve been in a bad mood for the past week because I haven’t been able to ride. I get your sentiment. But riding, training, and racing (which includes trying to do well) IS prioritizing my health and happiness. There are very few things in life that make me happy like racing.
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