@russell.r.sage - This all sounds very familiar and normal!
Before joining TR, I had hired a coach. I was supremely motivated, hit all my workouts like you. There would always be some point where I would mention something in a workout report, or on a Strava post and my coach would say - “OK. That’s it. Time for you to take a break.”. At first I’d be like, “Huh?”.
One time after months of training, (mid-summer) I went on a weekend trip with friends to some normally really fun trails. Instead of having a blast like I normally would, I was riding like shit, felt low energy - got frustrated with my bike and threw it down a couple times. Yeah.
I mentioned something about it on a Strava post - I felt an inexplicable loss of cajones. Next day, coach said - time for a break!! So that meant, no structured workouts, take some time completely off the bike and then return to riding whenever I felt like it. This unstructured time lasts a couple weeks or maybe even more. When I return to the bike, I inevitably feel the motivation return. I just wanted to add that these unstructured breaks occur at least twice a year - I usually require a mid-season as well as end of season break.
So with TR, we are essentially self-coached athletes. We have to be our own coach who says - “OK - time to put a pin in it!” Trainerroad isn’t going to have enough AI to be able to sus out how you’re feeling on the bike. We have to be really careful, pay attention to the signs and take time off both physically AND mentally when we need it!
Thanks for your honesty in posting this, because I think it will help a lot of people.