How many people train but don't race (or do 'timed' events)

Another one here, I used to race MTB, and once I gave that up I was just riding around and not enjoying it, I took up time trialling, learn’t a little about structured training and started using TR, I found that I was hopeless at TT, nerves just got the better of me so I gave that up, but I found using TR and having a plan to my training let me hang with the fast boys, and the most fun I’ve had in the last couple of years are the 25mph chain gangs, do or die, but what you do survive … now thats living. Might not race, but doesn’t mean you don’t want to go faster\longer\higher,